Sunday, October 30, 2016

Tap, Tap

     Ever since I left the hospital at the end of September I've been completely relying on others to drive and control my wheelchair. Having someone else control a Power-chair ain't easy. My chair has six wheels, weighs 375 lbs, and turns on a dime. A few holes ended up in our doors, fabric was torn, and many toes were crushed. I really had to be patient. My chair is a part of me at this point and it was hard to relinquish control of really the only thing I could physically do anymore. I was completely at the mercy of others. I could have succumbed in fear, got depressed, stopped giving a fuck, and honestly there were moments I felt that way. However, thanks mainly because of my wife, I leaned heavily into Jesus and His word. God had made it clear that I still had a purpose here on Earth when he healed my pneumonia, so who would I be to quickly forget that and throw a pity party? Prayers and reflection led me to make a concentrated effort to lean on what I truly value, relationships, in this time of need.
     I made it a point to reach out to folks I had been putting off, said more meaningful words to those close to me, and connected with ALS advocates. I strengthened slipping friendships and was showered with love and laughter from those closest to me. I also made some important connections with Team Gleason and the ALS Association that lead to an awesome opportunity. These groups worked hard to get back some independence for me. They made several calls and collaborated to provide head controls for my wheelchair. A Quantum technician came out yesterday and hooked me up with a head array that allows me to steer and control the tilt features all with simple taps of the head. I haven't been able to control the tilt function in over a year, even when I was using my hand to drive. I've been geeking out all morning. This amazing blessing I received is yet another example of God's Grace that is ever present, good times or bad, you can always find His Grace when you lean on Him.  

5 comments:

  1. Another great blog Kris. I look forward to the next one each time I finish reading one!

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  2. wonderful, simply wonderful God is good.

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  3. Thanks for the update and the awesome attitude. And did I hear that the big 30 is just around the corner : )

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  4. Thank you for sharing your story. You are an inspiration not only to me but to many others!

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  5. Kris,
    Even though we just got the official FB Friends thing going,
    I've been rolling along with you and your blog, your Mom, Kurt and Eliza in their posts all the time. You inspire the Awesome in us. Prayers and blessings.

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